I won't be going into heavy detail on every thing, as I am being emotional and paranoid. A few months back (October 25th of 2018), I had a head injury. I have not recovered properly, and I'm struggling with a lot of things. I've tried speaking with my family about it, but I feel unheard, ignored...

It's been five full days since I've been able to log in, due to the server being down. That being said, I have some things to upload that I did, during that time. It was very stressful for me due to communications being cut off (I could not contact someone commissioning art from me at ALL) so I ...

I have a lot of adopts available, and I would like to sell them! Here's a link to the folder: https://toyhou.se/2079043.adopts/gallery {https://toyhou.se/2079043.adopts/gallery}

See this folder: https://toyhou.se/2079043.adopts/gallery {https://toyhou.se/2079043.adopts/gallery}

Like adding someone to a black list so that they cannot commission from you/so that you remember not to accept commissions from them. Do you think that is an okay thing? I am strongly debating black listing someone entirely.

I can't draw for at least a day or two. I got back from the hospital (nothing major, just for a breathing treatment and to make sure that nothing else besides my asthma was bothering me, and they stuck my writing hand wrist, incase fluids or blood was needed. Thankfully, neither were, and I'm oka...

Comments will be disabled, I just need somewhere to vent.

These next few days up ahead will be very busy for me, so I'll be working on a,"When I can" basis! I won't give too much away, but let's say it's something positive, and I'm hyped! (Spoiler alert, we're getting a new fur baby in the house.) I can't wait. ♥ She's going to be a runt, so she's likel...

I'm going through another slump of work that takes hours to create, as well as SAI being the file monster and gobbling up my progress like it's a meal. And I've been rather tired from weather change, so I am working when I can. Expect some work, soon, though it may be awhile. I am working on a ne...

Spreading the word to help phsyco2 over on FA furaffinity.net/user/phsyco2/ {http://furaffinity.net/user/phsyco2/} if ya want to check his page His Mom is in hospital dying Organs failing, and dementia finances are in really really bad shape Mom hid bills due to dementia, health issues and other ...

I currently have no inspiration for my own work, but I have WAYYY too much to work on a game. I don't imagine a lot of you have heard of Impressive Title servers, but I realllyyy want to get to work on another one. I miss it, quite a lot. Creating new things, building a community, working to make...

Just more places to contact me, as I don't often check PMs, on here, due to how busy and tired I've been. Kik username: icepelt454 Kik display name: Madame Sparx Discord username and number: MadMadameFlare #5402 Telegram username: MadMadameFlare Telegram display name: Madame Sparx Snapchat us...

This may be a dark post, and I'm warning that, now. It's 1 AM. January 16th, 2018. Ten hours from when I was born, on the hour. I am 19 years old now, and mortality is something that has been terrifying me to no end, lately. I don't want to just... Stop existing, you know? I have no religious be...

So, I decided to make an Amazon wish list as an alternate payment option, for people that cannot directly pay with cash to my PayPal. Is this a good idea? Do you have any extra suggestions for alternate payment options? Let me know!

I'm opening commissions, because I need help in affording my medications for my ovarian cysts and acid reflux. I currently have no health insurance, so they're rather expensive. What would you, as my subscribers, like to see from me? YCHs, some pay once for use bases, etc? NSFW? Painted style w...

I'm debating on making a character that won't be a sona or "oc", and will have the sole purpose of being used for experimentation/practice. Would that be odd, or...? I just don't want to randomly spring it onto you guys lol It'd be quite bizarre, I think. So... What do you guys think?

Reposting, as this needs to be tackled and killed off. Sites should NEVER rob people of their hard work. >:( Hello, Zingiber (zingiber {http://www.furaffinity.net/user/zingiber}) has made a channel revolving around the recent events surrounding a certain site. I'll share her words with you in t...

My parents gave me an early Christmas gift of a "new" (used) laptop, and it works miracles of smooth. Therefore, I will be pushing to do EVEN better with my work! I also want to start making speedpaints, again, but we'll see how that goes... Can a few of you maybe suggest me a free movie/vide...

I'm making stickers, now! I'm actually having a lot of fun, despite the small canvas size. Thank you, Tea, for telling me the canvas size! ^.^ The ones that I have three done, so far! I plan to make up to 20, of my main sona. I'll post the currently complete ones, in the comments.

I don't often check my subscriber count, as it sometimes makes me pretty nervous and self conscious. But, I just recently noticed that I have 43 subscribers. I... Thank you! I'm really bad at sappy stuff, and I'm not entirely certain of how to celebrate this (I will plot something), so all I can ...

I recently downloaded Telegram, and I'd like to know what canvas size I need and such. Asking here, as I know a lot of people on here make them! I really enjoy the app layout ♥

Happy stuff your face day, to everyone! I have been eating all day, so no art lol I also ate too much, so sleep is creeping up on me fast. I'll try to do some doodles, tomorrow. Or work on some commissions for a forum game, it depends on if I have inspiration or not, to do it.

I'm going to be trying to experiment more, both with my style, and what I am capable of doing with my work. I will be working more towards some realism, as well as trying to draw reptiles, as I need some practice with things that I normally would not be able to do. I want to be able to be proud ...

So, if you have contact someone that sexualizes personal or vent art, is it wrong to keep them from seeing any more of your work? I've had to do this with at least two people, and it left me more than a little disgusted and disturbed. I just want some opinions on it. Was it the right thing to do?...

Therefore, I can only create digital art through my phone, or digital tablet. Which is a bit frustrating, but it's another huge motivation to get a job. I lost well near 50+ art files, a few being done. I have no interest in recreating them, so, maybe whenever I get a new laptop, I can get a moni...

I keep disappearing, sorry 'bout that. I am still working on art, but I'm going to start uploading multiple pieces at once, so that I have more motivation. I don't know what it is, but uploading art one piece at a time, seems to remove my inspiration. -------- I'm going to get into health stuff...

HOOOOOOO BOY has a lot happened! But, to keep things short, school, and I have carpal tunnel.

Expect less and less activity. If I'm going to improve, I need to self judge. That may not be the best choice right now, with a lot of emotional stuff going on in my life, but I feel that it's best. That's what matters. Improvement doesn't happen through flattery or forced harshness. One has to ...

To make things easier.... Just watch this: https://youtu.be/vOo0l0y1eoE I uploaded a video explaining my lack of uploads, and showing some issues I've been facing with my web browser. It's roughly six minutes long, so it's not too very long. I tend to speak fast, which makes me hard to understand

Go read it. Now.

So, no tests came back bad. I have a swollen lymph node in my stomach, and I have to wait for it to go away on it's own. Thankfully, this isn't something serious, and can be taken care of easily. However, I'll have to rest a bit over this week end, and I have to deal with pain meds. Bleh.

A little ill, in hospital for testing. Unsure of what's up, but trying to be positive.

I finished up a speedpaint, and my mouse is working loads better. Speedpaint link:

I won't be able to draw for awhile, because my USB mouse went out, and I do NOT use a tablet. I have no way to draw digitally, now, because of it. That being said, yes, USB mouse's are fairly cheap, but my parents are on a "you want it, you buy it" kick. ||ONE MASSIVE ISSUE!!!|| |I don'y have a j...

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I had a minor mishap tonight, and I'm fairly unwell from it. I'm currently recovering from an anxiety attack , I won't be explaining the situation, because it's fairly personal. What I will say is that I will be fairly absent from here, like I have been off and on. I'll still comment if I feel li...

I need to work on my anthro anatomy, fairly badly, alongside canine anatomy+ I want to work on my style, so... What I'm asking is: Can some of you link refs of your characters in the comments? Please specify if there's anything that MUST be added to the character, that isn't in their sheet! Rul...

Want to join? ♥

Sooo, a day or two ago I announced that I had a mild sinus infection, correct? Well... My nausea decided to jump up several notches today, and even after taking my acid reflux medicine, I can hardly hold anything down.

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Thinking of starting a Patreon, thoughts? Interested??

Okay, here's the deal.... It's something really special that I'm doing, so I can't give the direct link directly, because, then my special someone will know, AND THAT'LL RUIN THINGS! >:U So, what I'm asking, is, if you're interested in something similar to an art contest (emphasis on similar), p...

You can suggest literally anything and everything for me to draw over this weekend. No promises that I'll do all suggestions, but, I will try. Work takes time, care takes effort.

https://join.me/538-383-217 {https://join.me/538-383-217} Just messing around in SAI, mostly, but, also working on a few projects.

Come watch me draw some disturbing stuff, yo https://join.me/583-819-083 {https://join.me/583-819-083} Cat Lord is in a creepy mood, man.

See here: Art Trades {http://madmadameflare.deviantart.com/journal/Art-trades-5-slots-open-586771384} I'm looking for unique, here, not skill!! (Though, skill is A-Okay, too!)

They can be as inappropriate as possible, or just cute, I don't really mind either way! I'll likely sketches the pieces traditionally, and later modify them digitally.

I haven't posted in awhile, I'll just say that I've been through a lot and we lost our WiFi router at home. Right now I'm at family's house for Thanksgiving, and I'm surrounded by young nosey loud kids, so I have to go. But! I will try yo upload when I get home. It's hard to type on a phone. ;-;