"I promised I would, kid."
I've been trying to check up on Oreo all day.
One massive issue...
He's not there anymore.
It feels like he's still there, I feel like he hasn't gone away.
But, everytime I think of him, it hits me.
An it hurts.
I don't know what to do with myself...
I just want to lay around for a week or two.
I don't even want to eat.
I just want to sleep everything off/away.
I feel really sick to my stomach, even when I take my nausea medicine.
I raised him for five years...
Now, I don't have anything to nurture in the same way.
Believe it or not, that's fucking me up really badly.
Can someone take my fucking instincts away, please???
I feel like a large part of my purpose is gone right now.
I want to hold onto something, and punch in a brick wall at the same time..
THANKS MOTHER NATURE, TAKING MY CHILD, AND ALL.
Tools Used: Paint Tool SAI, a USB Mouse
Time taken: About two hours (from 7:30 to 9:30 PM)
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