Uploaded 23/07/2016 17:36

Oi. I'm still alive.

Drew this vent yesterday, which went into 10 PM. :')
I'm not having a good time.

My health is making it hard to do much lately (I couldn't even carry a bag of Gatorades like ffffuck. Getting weaker) and I'm having worse issues with my anxiety.
I can't even have someone stand too close to me without having some issues breathing, so I need to get away from whomever's standing too close to me, because I have my chest start clenching like I'm about to have a panic attack.
Just.
NO.
For those of you that have social anxiety, you probably know what feeling I'm talking about.

In other news, I have to wait until August to have my heart further examined, and I'm just stressing out really bad because I'm scared.
I spent Tuesday night freaking out and trying to stay calm.
I do NOT do well under pressure.
Hopefully, I can be seen before school starts.
Because I can't walk far, or carry alot without the left side of my chest throbbing like all hell.

Reason I didn't upload last night: Adblock blocking 1,200 ads on DA.
KInda. A lot. of Lagg.

Anyways, probs going to keep this eye style...
Try to take it easy until August 4th.
Because after August 4th, it's good ol' level 12 prison.

Art, Shayne, and Scribbley CLOSED feline species (c) MadMadameFlare

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