I am a self-hating narcissist. One thing about that is that it's like having both depression and anxiety, the opposites can take their toll on your mind. No one would believe that narcissistic, conceited old MC would also be struggling with depression and being self-conscious. How do I even explain my mental state to my peers? It's better to just not tell anyone my inner feelings.
About time I started up my M series again. Sadly, I only found inspiration to continue this series because of depression. Worry not! I'm on meds and seeing counselors. Art is just another form of therapy for me.